Huh

Hey look Im alive...sort of

So I suck I haven't been on here and blogged well this year. I didn't have the best of yuletide seasons. My beloved dog and guide Nubbins passed away. He was sick for about two weeks before finally moving to the other side. I have been very upset with the Goddess over this. Well okay Ive been pissed and not really on speaking terms with her. I am just now starting to deal with it. I know that he is still with me and is a very strong guide for me but I wanted him on this side where he can lay on my hip at night and make it hurt. I have been on emotional shut down. Which my friends have recent figured out and have begun to work on pulling me out of it starting with holding a memorial for him a few weeks ago. It help A LOT. More than I expected it to honestly. It still feels like I'm having a heart attack when I fully open my heart chakra but I can mange to stay standing when I do. So I guess at the point my blog will get a bit more depressing as I am going to be dealing with this during my journey this year. I have got to reconnect and come to grips with my anger towards the goddess and the fact that I chose to have a difficult life path.

My kind of red riding hood

Twitter

So, if any of yall are on Twitter you MUST follow Sexstrology. It is f'ing hilarous. This gem I bring you this AM

Sexstrology Capricorn is the goat. Dont fuck with the goat.

  

Random

Saw this on tumblr. Not at all relevant but me likes.

i like it dark

I have a friend who is a healer. She does energy work and crystal healings and she is AMAZING. Sadly, shes been having her own health issued lately so I havent had a healing for months. Happily, she is doing much better now and I was able to get a healing today.
During which she told me that I am living in my top chakras and am ungrounded. Yeah I get told this alot. Anyways, she brought up the darken time of the year and where we are at for the wheel of the year. "This is the time when you work on shadow-self and the dark moon. While most people are afraid of it/hate it you go YAY WOOHOOO FINALLY." Needless to say I am a big fan of the dark and tend to enjoy shadow work and try to remain very open and honest with myself though out the year. Perhaps this is why, if you look at yesterdays post, I have such a problem with the disapearing act. I don't think that I certain time of year should dictate what you work on though working on your herb cultivation in the middle of winter would be quite difficult but I digress. I don't think that you should devote summer months to friends and the winter to family. They should always be mixed and mingled too much of either is a bad thing. So now my silly people have burned them selves out on their friends and miss their family because of their disjointed following of the Wheel of the Year

fUNNY

So I was talking with two of my friends today about two other friends who are doing the lame hibernating thing which I have spent two posts ranting about and they think I should just be like " Hey all you had to say was you did wanna get me a present this Yule."